gEt a LiFe~

2007-05-19T12:25:00.000+08:00

Sadly, i can't manage 2 blogs anymore...I'm now at my livejournal account for some personal update and doll entries.And if you are not comfortable with dolls, pls aviod my livejournal since most of my friend list are singapore doll owners.Please check it out at http://ryou-hi54.livejournal.com/The journal is friend-locked, so you may need to have a livejournal account.sorry for the trouble but

2007-02-21T19:27:00.000+08:00

after my disappearing act, i'm finally up herealot of things happen, too much to update...i'm just drained by my school work, competition, part-work, club activity and so on.the lack of sleep made me feel as if my soul's gotta fly out hahafew more weeks to my assessment againhow stressful can this be huh?=(and i have to start looking for attachment at the same timesorry my school is not that good

2006-12-19T02:46:00.000+08:00

in the midst of rushing for assessment again T_Tit always feel like a never ending cycle for me...i slept at 6am last night, trying to do one frame for my flash animation...and guess what?i !@$#@! overslept for school!!!my class start at 11.30am and i wake up at 12pm. best of all *_*i need one hour to travel to school so when i reach, more than half the lesson gone and i'm considered absent. >.>

2006-12-04T03:19:00.000+08:00

I'm feeling pretty bad and losing concentration recently.Having a headache now (i mean real headache, not literally)such a bad timing..damnni'm stuck with alot of sch work to complete by tonight but i really need to sleep ari give myself latest until 5 a.m and i'm done with it.hate squeezing out my brain juice, ARGH i don't like it.but what to do? even if i don't like the topic for the ad that

2006-11-18T04:48:00.000+08:00

i did nothing related to my sch work again...it seems that i always waste my timezutto!!bad time management and it always repeat itself T_Thaizzmy brain aint workingall all rusty, im wasting iti start to doubt myself seriouslywhat got me into this vicious cycle?好像在做賤自己人生啊. 真不簡單真希望有些過去能像紙張撕掉, 燒掉還是算了吧oh yes dir en grey's new singlemmm somehow there's only one new song??agitated screams of maggots >

2006-11-07T03:14:00.000+08:00

yipeecanon banzaimy CCD was repair FOC due to their mmm manufacturing defact.. i think... cleaning up my cupboard T_Tselling away part of my gundam seed stuffs at below purchase price.. almost half price, and all of them are brand new *didn't touch at all... i just wanna clear them off :(... it's getting too much stuffs piling at my roomselling athrun and yzak handphone accessories/screen

2006-11-06T03:48:00.000+08:00

Today spell the end of my short, busy, miserable holiday T_TMy new timetable for the new semester remain almost the same but not quite...there's a change in arrangement of subjects... ending up with all the core and heavy ones together... i don't know how to survive for the next half year. -.-work and work through this hols...did only 2 pathetic artwork... one L fanart, another was my original

2006-10-16T03:11:00.000+08:00

one week just fly past like this..currently working at the junior art office at my school...under some circumstances, i got to answer some phonecalls dealing with parents -.-sometimes i really dislike (should i say hate?) the mentality of sg parents. being kiasu, it's understandable, being demanding? ( i give my foot to you)i was damn pekcek just talking to one of the shit, my voice did raise !@!

2006-10-05T21:04:00.000+08:00

ASSESSMENT SHIT ARE ALL OVERhurrayyyyi'm free from the sleepless tormentbut i'll start working at my school office right after today -.-more details to update later :3

2006-09-25T01:35:00.000+08:00

i'll be having my history text in a couple of hrs later in the morning..... not yet prepared. damnaside frm that, i loved this quote particularly.. quoted frm my history lecture,"If writing is the physical notation of language, then type is its mechanical notation."typography and the origins of speech and alphabet itself is amazing.salute!a 'mangaish' version of gackuto i did around 5 mths ago *

2006-09-24T00:38:00.000+08:00

ナンクルナイサ! nankurunaisa'it will work out somehow'that spells the end of my fave series that i've been chasing for almost 1 yr.Blood+, one of the best that i've watch.anyway, 'ナンクルナイサ' also apply to my situation nowi almost got choked by the workload and stress,sleeping for only 1-3 hours for 1 week,the struggle for the time and everything else.i just realise the importance of time, it just run as

2006-09-09T04:41:00.000+08:00

i didn't know what to saybut i just want to release my stress herethere's so much to do and so little timeseriously, i do wish that there's extra 5 more hrs for each dayso that i can rest more and have energy for the rest of the dayit's crazy to be handing in most of the assessment within 1.5 week frm now.12 pieces of manipulated psd with graphics (30% done)4 illustration !@$#$)@#* airline >_> (

2006-09-05T02:24:00.000+08:00

i need a good long break and rest......so physically and mentally tired now..my whole body are like clogging up with fats and toxindamn! look at the spare tyre on my tummyand layer of fat on my buttirregular sleeping hours, work and stress sometime made me ate alot...if that continue, give me half a year i confirm transform into a pigi just feel tired...dreaming of the october one month holiday..

2006-08-27T17:55:00.000+08:00

I think i deserved to be hammer -.-I wasted all my friday and saturday night chionging 'My Name is Kim Sam Soon' k-drama on youtube...i watch until 5am for these 2 night... *sweat*anyway, it's the first korean drama that i ever really go andchase and finish it all.it's showing now on channel U. lol, the main actress was great.and something that i thought about:i only watch : 1) qiang wei zhi lian

2006-08-24T02:13:00.000+08:00

First of all,anyone interested in cello peformance?I'm itching to go for one...There's a upcoming cello concert ' Casual concert'at Victoria Concert Hall, Sun, 10 Sep 06by conductor Lan Shui and Yu Jing cello.i fall in love with cello music after listening to some.i like the mellow tone. wavering yet with a sense of strong,steady characteristic.i miss music playing so much....been how long since

2006-08-18T23:30:00.000+08:00

i thought penning it down here will be a better choicethere's so much thoughts going on and on...rewinding back to some events that happened recently,i got really sick on monday..felt abit of sore throat in the morning, after my lessoni was busy doing my trophy thingy at the workshop, my conditiongot worst. started feeling cold and body ache. on my way home,i got a fever... e fever wasn't wht

2006-08-05T00:54:00.000+08:00

changed new layout, finally -_-this time round im too lazy to write my own codes. grabbed premade one and edit some parts of it.esp the head banner. took some time to photoshop oneof my gackt pic collection to suit the themei have the intention to turn this intoa sketch/cg practise blog and occasion blogging abtmy stuffs.i did some speed painting/cging again...some practise with oc *_*trying to

2006-08-03T01:48:00.000+08:00

*_* im going wonky with all the screentone stuff screentone wasn't that easy as i thought to be :(i left one more page to be done :< hopefully by tonight but i don't think i can make it unless i sleep at 5 againor should i just don't go to the workshop later and stay at home to finish up?-_-'anyway assessment are finally over...hardly enough time to recover and breathe... cos this one week break

2006-07-31T04:12:00.000+08:00

my dd assessment have finally ended this friday.*_* the process are indeed wearyi spent some sleepless night throughout this week, rushing out illustrations and story book...etcbut im proud of e results (not boasting or anything), they r the fruits of hardwork. no matter what's results/outcome and even it's ugly or what. it's a investment of the amount of time i have put in. no matter what, those

2006-07-12T01:01:00.000+08:00

woohoo piccy comingggggggcosfest 2006 was lotsa funnnmy first time experience was great but argh i didn't get to walk around that much bcos of my booth :

2006-07-09T22:13:00.000+08:00
yozzz i'm back from cosfest *_* super tired now cos i slept at 6am last night/morning...but the event was fun~~ my first time there, setting up art booth and selling stuff. earn quite abit, so i'm still quite glad that ppl appreciate my art.^^i still have leftover for sale, will post e remaining up here and more updates later.*waiting for my camera battery to charge*i took some pics of cosplayers

2006-07-01T11:52:00.000+08:00
turned 20 on tuesday *_*ZOMG i reach 20have to accept the fact.. but i think i do/still act like a 18 yrs old LOLXT STOP DENYINGanyway,i'm gay for my final fantasy action figures.-.-finally gotten my cloud, with his fenrir bike and 'gacktable' squall on thursday. it's like after few months of waiting :xwait till i got over with cosfest stuff, i'll start taking snapshots ^^ff figures family

2006-06-25T04:07:00.000+08:00
9th july drawing near and im like not done with my bookmark.can't even do a proper illustration (not enough time) and i ended up doing chibis only... it's a pity *_*sch work r pretty heavy, and yes i'm pissed off on every design drawing lesson, LTP is......i don't wanna talk about him.how i wish now it's only e beginning of june so i have all the time to do...

2006-06-13T01:54:00.000+08:00
to jas:when u log in blogger > dashboard > settings > formatting,then u will see alot of options like: time zone, date language..etcgo to encoding,select Universal (Unicode UTF-8)and this will do ^_^im like so tired now, i went to catch 'over the hedge' with my cousin and sister at ps, after my lesson. the movie was funny, i just love hammy the squirrel and the tortise. super cute XD anyway,

2006-06-10T04:11:00.000+08:00
weeefinally it's done.i spend one whole day doing it -.-80% stage. i just left my gallery to be done and some other parts. other than that, it's consider finished ^^it's my website, fallacy. consist of my illustration (almost manga/anime style) and some goods that i'll be selling at cosfest 06. most of my cosfest stuffs r not finished yet... so the gallery and goods r still in construction ^^.

2006-06-07T00:24:00.000+08:00
xt seeking for help here *_*anyone knows where can i get e cheapest single len reflect camera?those consider 'outdated' kinda camera that need the user to adjust lens and using film to develop.i need it for my photography course -_-' no digi cam since we have to learn to develop e photos in the darkroom.the cheapest i found online was $80, workable or not, i'm not sure. but to think that i've to

2006-06-02T01:52:00.000+08:00
shitttttty shitARGHi just got to know my TIC for yr 2, damn it! it's that LPT again. the worst lecturer i ever had, and i kenna him for in charge again.2 yrs of suffering with him.how unlucky we can be.*speechlessin depression -_-someone he's teaching my FAVE subject... that's it liao. he don't like our class and we don't li'ke him as wellanyway, i'm half dead typing this.the artcamp drain off

2006-05-30T01:54:00.000+08:00
after this week, holiday is over for me.i'm still slaving through this last week...how i dislike the tireness during work, i guess my metabolism rate is pretty low. i doze off easily.tml will be the last day i work at pacific internet, wed to fri will be the dreadful artcamp job..pri sch kids r sooooooo testing my paitent.i always kenna those spoilt brats, those hyper active aka problematic

2006-05-23T17:00:00.000+08:00
okie this pic is for previous week lolforgotten to get it posted up *_*last week was kinda unbearable for me, super hot and humid, even the nighttime. tying up my hair doesn't work well as well -.- lucky these day, it's better now..phewwwwone piece of good news to announce XD:for the upcoming cosfest 2006 at downtowneast on the 9th of july.i will be having an art booth there with my friend to

2006-05-08T15:36:00.000+08:00
zomgbbqwhat i typed a moment ago was all gone...... !@##$%%$#^#%$7and this is my 3rd time typing it.*furious* pekcekinganyway, this blog is not died yet >_

2006-04-03T01:29:00.000+08:00
this is what happened to me last week, if i remember correctly.the mac screws up my file when i save it...so i redo everything again -_-|||

2006-03-26T20:27:00.000+08:00
i know that i did nothing but to rant and rant about being busy and stress or whatever rubbish. being busy is my excuse or my another term for stressi'm sorry, this is the only outlet to release it.

2006-03-23T22:16:00.000+08:00
it's been 2 weeks since i last updated...it's getting kinda tiring as well... school work load.. part-time work and other commitments..rants. again.. i always treat this blog as a place for ranting -.- and releasing some stressWhy do people always have the misconception that those who study arts or design have lots of free time on their hand? totally, down-right wrong to the core.In fact 24 hours

2006-03-07T02:45:00.000+08:00
rising idealist-If only my life was an illusionDrowning in my own idealsI can't see things as what it is now.some form of self-tormenting,My instinct are rejecting everything.Why is it? It was as if i was fitted with a tinted lense,I just can't see what it was meant to be.~xtjust some of my current thoughts summed up in a ermm.. poetic way..is it true that artist are usually idealist in some way?

2006-03-04T02:50:00.000+08:00
<3<3<3i kissed my arena 37degree mag cover lolcrazy fangirl herei thought the gackt poster was just those normal a2 or a3 size one, but goodness!!! it's A1!!! when i open it up, *almost die of happiness*imagine double A2 size, woottttttt!don't bear to put it up :P it would have cover away most of my gundam seed posters.went on a music spreeeeeee#w-inds latest single =.= 'It's in the stars', omg,

2006-03-01T18:40:00.000+08:00
yesh. i'm having the one week break now ^^but i got down with sore throat > flu.. it's going to be a trend that i'll get sick after every assessment period. =.= maybe the lack of physical exercise made me much weaker than before...Quite sure that i won't be doing well as compared to the previous semester... the difficulty level is different and the teachers' demand are different as well.. but

2006-02-24T04:13:00.000+08:00
it's 4 plus am now. finally finish my last assessment, YIPPEEegotta clean up e mess before going to sch in 3-4 hrs time

2006-02-20T20:23:00.000+08:00
ranting part 2*caution: might be annoying*disastrous day.i'm gonna knock myself hard.i missed my turn for presentation today:forget to bring e most impt thing; my product. and i went back home to take.. shitty, i was in e mrt station already and i'm sure i'll definitely be late, no doubts...i wasn't informed that e presentation consist of 5 judges...got freaked out when i arrived... and somemore

2006-02-19T03:15:00.000+08:00
rantings:been feeling really tired these few days.after next week, i'll be freeeeeee, can't wait for it.sigh* right now, i'm still stuck with lots of assessment.just as i thought i'm done with 2 subjects down, i realised that i left out something impt. -_-'' - e poster i done, i left out the pricing of e tickets (which is one of e requirement) *smack myself on e forehead* i got it printed out in

2006-02-12T03:34:00.000+08:00
reasons why you should get e upcoming march issue of Arena 37 degree:-pretty pretty gackt cover <3-look at those pair of legs >:3-40 pages abt him-interview of Korea Tour.-report on e Tokyo Dome Live.-many many photoshoot pictures. :3-Special: Double-sided Gackt BIG Poster (that's goodie~!)i'm definitely getting my hands on it XDDDDDthis have been a terrible week. e lack of sleep made me feel so

2006-02-06T22:25:00.000+08:00
one word to describe the current me:STRESSfreaking stress out.Since since i started school last july, this was my most stressful moment.Every thing just crump up together. A big messi'll literally detonate into teeny weeny bits and then regenerate myself again.*roll down a list then i've NOT complete and needed to submit by this week or next week)-visual studies (tt freaking lpt is irritating

2006-01-31T23:44:00.000+08:00
i stuffed myself with so much food that i feel like vomiting =.=e first 2 days of cny, i was down with a cold; blocked nose.continue munching of junk food due to boredom.now i'm suffering from indigestion, bloated >_

2006-01-25T22:52:00.000+08:00
i'm getting sick again...it's always at the wrong timing -_- how am i going to eat those junk food during cny.i think it's the weather or i'm too stress out. just like last semester when i was chionging all assignment (near dateline), also fell sick. this time worst still, i got lots of lots of unfinish homework and upcoming assessment. 7 weeks is far too short for a term! now it's the 3-4 week

2006-01-21T23:51:00.000+08:00
a series of unfortunate event:1.i spilled the whole cup milk tea on my artwork at school2.i fell down 2 times on that single 'suayiest' day, one time at e stairs near westmall and one time at stairs bear bugis taxi stand; u can imagine how many ppl saw tt lor. (OMG what happened to me)3.forgot to bring my model, jolly well went back home all the way from bugis to bt batok. imagine spending 2 hrs

2006-01-16T23:12:00.000+08:00
Remember i was talking about me working on saturday as an assistant to art kindergarden teacher?didn't expect that one of the teacher that i'm helping was into jrock.gosh!i'm was so thrilled.The teacher actually finished vc (same course as me) in nafa, graduated and work as art kindergarden teacher.we didn't know about each other interest until when we exchange our numbers after the lessons.she

2006-01-09T00:02:00.000+08:00
back again, yup.sigh..yes, my new semester started.. and i don't feel that good, compared to last semester.new friends, yes... but our class haven't warm up to the point of feeling at ease. perhaps, i'm slow in opening up to others. was glad to know 1 familiar face and later a couple of new classmates... and the rest, i haven't have the opportunities to talk with. i think the problem lies with me

2006-01-02T23:27:00.000+08:00
i'm back with a new layout kekeke i said tt i'm going for a lighter, brighter one.............and it's BLEACH!!!!took me awhile... probably 1 hrone of my top fave anime that's showing nowthe manga rocks morethe bg music was by home made kazoku "shounen heart"... i seldom put 'hip-hopish' music, but i think it suits the theme and mood, after all bleach is a popular shounen v jump series lolbleach

2006-01-02T16:13:00.000+08:00
i'm working on a new layout now....i think it's gonna be a mmm... lighter and brigher theme. (hey... it's a new start)major headache..what pic to use=.=will be back later with new layout and entryja for now

2006-01-01T21:54:00.000+08:00
HAPPY NEW YR TO ALL!!!it's a late one though :plet us start another new chapter of life and work hard together*need to change a new layout tml >_<, it's no longer xmas lol*i'll go a short summary of 2005 tml as well

2005-12-26T14:06:00.000+08:00
happy boxing day~ clicky the linksGackt x h.NAOTO (click)i'm totally loving the jacket *_*, teh loveanyway, i just dropped by visit to dears lj and guess what i found out.*flaming*pls read this entry! (click)it's regarding the new taiwanese band form by toro and the other 2 (i have no idea who they are, anyway)there's a pic in the entry i linked to. image wise, they r obviously trying hard to be

2005-12-25T14:13:00.000+08:00
Merry xmas to allhurhur a christmas layout finallybrighter color theme this yr as compare to the bluey/dark/icy theme last yrchurned it out last min last night so it's plain and er...... fell asleep and couldn't get it publish until today when i woke up.initally i was lazy to do... but i wanna follow the tradition of making xmas layout for my blog; frm 2003 onwardshappy bday to my dad.ur the

2005-12-22T01:05:00.000+08:00
one more week, one more week, one more week..................by right i should be able to finish my work by this week,but !@#$%^&*(), the upper ones told my in-charge that they wanna make some changes to the 600+ entries i've already typed. *jaw drops*i gone blank when they told me last thursi told myself, if possible i wanna finish the remaining 750 by mid of next week. need my own time badly,

2005-12-15T23:14:00.000+08:00
procastination; i seems to be very good at it =.= i told myself that i'm going to blog today and it's a must!! if not i don't know how long i would drag and my memory wouldn't be that fresh as well.this week, i kept napping at 10-11pm until 12 ++ am, watch my show and went back to sleep again. super tired. i was trying to repay my sleep debt ever since last fri till sat.let me rewind all the way

2005-12-11T01:33:00.000+08:00
my eyelids super heavy now. Back from 24hrs comixjam =.= totally wanna lie on the bed and sleep for 10 hrs.i 'overnap' for 1 hr, and i missed 03s14 gathering dinner. i really wanna eat with them one. but nvm i went out later just to chat and take photos lolreceived my letters frm e sch.gd news and bad news.i got into my first choice, visual com - advertising/graphic designARGH!!! i'm not in the

2005-12-08T01:33:00.000+08:00
having headache now. i was staring at the computer screen for freaking hours. the working room that i was located at was cold to the max. i wore a shirt + jacket + sweater lol. my fellow temp also brought me a pair of glove o_O lol i know it's abit extreme but it's really really coldi'm dead tired =.=

2005-12-03T12:34:00.000+08:00
hurhur i finally get to sleep until 12pm. if it's not for later that i have to go out to meet ppl, i would have sleep until 2pm lol. still need to set alarm clock for 12pm =.=anyway, it's a tiring week. i totally don't have energy left after work everyday. abt work... more i'll blog more details abt it later at night or so -____-decisions decisions~~anyone going for EOY event at 10th of december?

2005-11-27T01:41:00.000+08:00
muuu 感嘆ingi manage to get myself to blog again. dead lazy=.=anyway, boo, just as i thought i might get to work this week, my agent called up and said that the project at IDA was sort of cancelled/held on. so they don't need temp staff. oh well... -_-'' she gave me a temp position at maybank. the pay rate was lower haiz* but i can't be choosy, no time left for me to be that choosy.talk about the

2005-11-21T23:30:00.000+08:00
sephy sephy sephiroth *_*~~*leaping in the air~~*i waited so long for that, probably one mth le. it finally arrived *_*i'll most probably getting it from the person this week*excited* OMG!!!!!!vincent valentine also!!!!*screamSSSSS :3~~~

2005-11-18T23:32:00.000+08:00
Been a busy week >_< sigh*under the pressure of my parents and myself... i went for job hunt this whole week.my pocket is really burning. money goes out and never come in, like that how to survive through this holiday? afterall, i'm this big already. my parents won't give me pocket money one, esp during holiday.no movies for me, no expensive dinner, no more renting of comics...etci have that

2005-11-14T03:36:00.000+08:00
an update before i go to sleep >_

2005-11-07T17:05:00.000+08:00
afternoon like this makes me feel so lazy..it's officially holiday, yup. but i feel bored. majority of my friends still schooling/exams and not yet having their hols.mk, wc and zy, all the best for ur As! i slacked at the max during the weekend. sleep till 1pm, eat brunch, stick to the comp for whole day.and it's been like ages since i last exercise. omgi should start getting worried on why do i

2005-11-03T00:12:00.000+08:00
*zombie mode*god, assignment is finally finish.*dead*really wanna cry man.i didn't even sleep last night, from yesterday afternoon, i started doing my POD all the way until night, i didn't notice i overspent the amt of money on it. i still haven done my figure drawing, photography caption...etc.started my figure drawing at 2-3am, my god... my eyes literally bursting. i thought i can finish it

2005-10-29T01:19:00.000+08:00
happy birthday Athrun!rubbishi'm crazy loldid alot of sketches todayand i haven touch my asessment yetdoom!i'll do abit before sleeping :P

2005-10-28T13:54:00.000+08:00
90% revitalised!!! (^_^)i fall asleep last night at around 11+ until 1-2am. then collapse again shortenly.sheer tireness!i laze on bed until 12.30pm. having enough sleep is the most pleasurable thing for me, now.today, tomorrow, sunday, money and tuesday, i'll be chionging my assessment for various subjects... must exert self control, cos these days i wasn't be in school and the tendency for me

2005-10-25T01:13:00.000+08:00
great. i just woke up -_-'''it's only monday and i feel so tired... waking up to find that i missed my daily show and now i have to rush my work for tml....*pt at the above*this whole week i'll probably be like that.cos the submission for all assessment, (all subjects) all crammed into next wednesday and only printmaking on next fri (which i finished just today).someone save me frm OYY, she's

2005-10-24T00:29:00.000+08:00
sleepless night yet again...but i'm really tired, weekend can't even cure.slept late on fri due to e late night shows, all day out on sat and left sunday to kill myself with all the work.i become a kiasu singaporean lol. carried that basket around kino and throw books in as if everything were free. -_-''' half of the load was my cousin's. she bought quite alot... my sis and i bought quite a few

2005-10-21T22:30:00.000+08:00
remember to catch moonchild on channel U later at 11.30pm. i'm actually v glad that they will broadcast it, though it's quite 'long' ago liao. probably only 1-2 yrs like tt.that will be my 3rd time watching it hahahhafor the sake of gackt, hyde and leehom hehhe though e plot isn't that nice and their acting isn't that nice.. well, singers to actors aint that easy as well. :Pgd news for those who

2005-10-20T02:53:00.000+08:00
gah, got disappointed by the sch. we were "supposed" to know where we were going to be posted to... supposedly... the admin said: "yah it's supposed to be today but after the meeting..." they decided to hold it on until mid of nov, after my final assessment for this term. i score quite well in term 1 but term 2... my photography simply stinks... probably i will get a big fat ugly C (or even worst

2005-10-17T22:43:00.000+08:00
x_xmonday bluesi'm feeling blue...it was pretty cold today. i like the weather but not for now.. cos i'm down with a cold. my sister pass it to me... -_- man.. she used the tissue and threw them everywhere, spreading germs.i thought i just recover from sore throat and now i got a cold and cough afterwards. and it's always near the final assessment.nothing much last week, must mainly rushing hw, i

2005-10-13T03:24:00.000+08:00
-_________-i'm getting sick whenever exam/final assessment is comingthis is badthis morning i have this sore throatand i popped dozen of lozenge into my mouthi think i ate more than that i should have...i drank alot alot of water, literally pouring water into my stomach. tempting to prevent the throat from getting worst....sister is evil, she bought me roti prata for "supper"curry and fried oil

2005-10-07T00:09:00.000+08:00
i'm getting frustrated over myself. i always, always feel that i didn't do well enough. it seems like nothing can satisfy me, it's like i'm searching for something and i don't know what i want. just dislike that kind of feeling.what i want in life? still searching for an answerwhat i want in my studies? i got the idea, trying v hard, sometimes failure r hard to handlei might be doing quite

2005-10-06T00:57:00.000+08:00
a new layout i just it hrs ago. yay~ it's mana samawatched the raw of episode 52& 53 bleach. i'm dying to know what they were talking about... can't wait for the fansub...renji~~ >_

2005-10-05T09:53:00.000+08:00
a quickie before i go for lesson:HIGH AND MIGHTY COLOR - Ichirin no Hanait'the new opening song for Bleach, episode 52.the animation for the new op looks and sounds nice XDi'm really anticipating for episode 52... now waiting for the raw to download finish.renji, byakuya >_<

2005-10-03T22:14:00.000+08:00
i'm back to blog again. now, with the greatest urge to spill and splash everything out. It's gonna be rant again, this time, filled with anger and disgust.sorry, i'm really really pissed... my tone may not sounds gd....lol, before i begin with the lengthy rant/cursing/complaining, i have chosen my specialisation last week friday. i attended the talk for the specialisation of each courses on last

2005-09-23T23:29:00.000+08:00
my comp is back to normal. thanks goodness.5 minutes ago i thought of alot of things to blog, afterall it's been a while since i last blog lol hahha and right now i can't remember much of it. short term memory hahha. told u, i'm aging rapidly -_-'''After that short week break, everything start to pick up again. fast paced... projects again, zomg... wy and i was craving and looking very much

2005-09-22T03:24:00.000+08:00
god...my computer went berserk.i've no idea what happened...got hang just because i can't open my pictures folder out of the suddeni shut down illegallytried to put my folder again and i got this annoying errorwindows explorer error.i tried system restore and it doesn't help.omg, i got kinda irritated now.what a luck. i need the photos in my folder for tomorrow lesson.i tried alternative matter.

2005-09-12T19:25:00.000+08:00
music: The stand up - hateshinaku tooi sora nii'm BACK!lol, this time i really gone MIA for quite a long time.same excuses again: lazy, busy -_-even msn, i seldom online or always in the busy mode.i feel guilty for not checking on alot of people's blog... but anyway, i'm back to school again -_-. the one week break really flies off fast.maybe because i got a temp job during that short one week

2005-08-23T01:03:00.000+08:00
ha....i'm in a stressful mode.. ya... especially this !@#$%%^^&*(* week.i thought last week was bad enough but i started this week bad as well.last wednesday, i overslept till the point that i'm late for school for 1 and 1/2 hour.. can you believe it?my alarm clock didn't rang omg, and i adjusted it that night...when i woke up, the lesson already started... i took approximately 1 hour to travel

2005-08-19T03:15:00.000+08:00
i'm feeling sleepy yet i can't sleep

2005-08-15T01:27:00.000+08:00
dang, i had an stomachache last night. my face literally turned green on the bus. i can't wait to fly back home and rush to the toilet >_< not the first time already. last time was worse... bugis to bt batok, i tolerated till i got goosebumps.must be the mascarpone strawberry and e noodle in the afternoon :[i'm starting to feel the stressshucks,one man show tml..., i mean in a few hours time from

2005-08-11T22:48:00.000+08:00
i'm a happy person nowbecause of this!and i swear it's e longest song title i ever seen届ｶﾅｲ愛ﾄ知ｯﾃｲﾀﾉﾆ抑ｴｷﾚｽﾞﾆ愛ｼ続ｹﾀTodokanai Ai to Shitteita No Ni Osaekirezu ni Aishitsuzuketa... (I Knew It Was a Love That Would Never Get Through to You, But I Kept Loving Regardless, Unable to Control Myself...) LOL omgoshi watch e music video today and gackt looks beautiful!!!! XDDXDDD *happy fangirling now*it's e

2005-08-10T22:29:00.000+08:00
i don't know where i got this pic, but it's adorable. wahhahaa look at that cat LOL. it got scared by that thingie popping out. curiousity kills e cat ;) hahaha <3anyway, every tue or wed r happy days for me. being able to get back home early or 'float' around.however, e lessons on these 2 days usually have lot of hw.today, i decided to check out my reservation (it's been more than a month and

2005-08-08T00:16:00.000+08:00
back again...i do get very mad about people being extremely rude.just when yesterday, i was flashing my ez link to get through the gate at e train station. there was some problem with e card of e person ahead of me. so there's a bit of confusion. e machine read too fast, i scanned my card several times and there's nothing on e screen and i didn't notice that e gate had already open... oh well.

2005-08-03T02:11:00.000+08:00
randomness.i have a special guest residing at my living room for a past few days.a bee. omgcos no one is at home all e time. the windows are shut tightly and the poor bee can't escape. and at night, it will just fly to and fro between my living room's ceiling lights. terror~ that buzzing sound is scary. i watch my tv prog in fear. standing while watching, preparing myself to sprint whenever it is

2005-07-31T23:58:00.000+08:00
(sugizo and yuna have nice pose here XDXDXD *fangirlish mode*)the-flare latest single, positivity. :D yay~!http://www.the-flare.com/index.htmland a upcoming new single at the end of august.not been updating recently. sometimes, when things got piled up, i got lazy @_@.i'll start from last last fri, 22/7..:one of my closer pals at sch, fenz transfer over to part time course. i felt sad, yah..

2005-07-19T22:30:00.000+08:00
i love the water ripple effort (applet) on kagrra,'s new homepage design <3. the full pv is out for viewing ^^ so, visit www.pscompany.co.jp/kagrra, to view it~~~~ i think it last until august ba (ok, there's still alot of time -__-)the pv is beautiful, i like isshi's new hairstyle.. one of my fave kaggra pvwell... it's the 2nd week since school reopen... time really fly, is it?i'm getting used

2005-07-16T03:57:00.000+08:00
i'm crazy XDXDXD, after watching a fanmade renruki video, i went on a renruki spree. after watching my daily tv routine 12am to 1am.. i made an rough sketch of the 2. renji x rukia = <3 lol. partly was the music in that renruki video that made me wanna draw the 2 of them. they look sweet together, make sure there's no ichiruki fans around here to throw eggs at me *_*maybe i'll color it in

2005-07-15T02:20:00.000+08:00
i'm back to blog... lucky tomorrow's rendering lesson was postpone, sch will be starting in the afternoon -_- and i manage to get more sleep now...nothing much to say about the orientation... to me, it was boring and disorganised...my classmates were alright... clicking/more in tune with 1 or 2 of them more than the rest.yup, you get to see a greater 'range' of people. i guess exposure is good

2005-07-11T01:35:00.000+08:00
changed layout again :x...i'm starting sch today... at 8.30am and it's almost 2 am now... gosh... and sch end at 5.20pm -___-... long day..i gotta sleep soon...haven update on the orientation, s14 outing.. will try to do it tmlcya guys~happy bday vivien~, hope you saw this.i miss ya guys, 03s14~. really, though i don't understand the ns topics e guys r talking about. i really miss this closeness

2005-07-02T01:28:00.000+08:00
http://www.pscompany.co.jp/kagrra,/album/index.htmlgrinz :D new album coming out ^^ i like "皐月" and the cover artist is finally back with a nice cover art ^_^i finally finish g seed and started watching g seed destiny...and school is reopening soon... 2 weeks time.. ya, it's fast... i'm trying to adjust my sleeping hours now. can't really sleep at this hour... and my dad was nagging at me

2005-06-28T01:51:00.000+08:00
Shaded by the trees, calling out to the wind, I'm lying face-down cryingI saw a version of myself I didn't even recognizeOn this guitar I'm playing the melody of someone who's passed onA star falls in the grief of someone who'll never be seen againPlease don't go, no matter how much you scream,all it will do is quietly stir these orange petalsSaved on my soft brow,I send the memories in my palm

2005-06-27T02:39:00.000+08:00
happy birthdayShēng rì kuaì lèOtanjoubi omedetouSaeng il Chuk ha hae Selamat Hari JadiHauoli la hanauVarshaghat ki shubhakamana to myself*throw confettifew hours later, this blog will have a new skin and update :D

2005-06-19T23:25:00.000+08:00
(shit blogger, i retype again!!! and it's a long post)i've gotten a job >_

2005-06-15T14:22:00.000+08:00
i'll post a long update this time ^^ trying to be more organised...mmm i think on 8 or 9th:i went for an interview for the position of a tempo promoter for children toy.. the interview was alright. but then i don't think i got chosen -_- cos it's been a week now. maybe i look like i'm going to gobble down the children lol hahah :P maybe i didn't have any experience in promoting :( oh well...the

2005-06-15T03:03:00.000+08:00
been a long time since i updated >_

2005-05-31T23:59:00.000+08:00
"people cannot gain anything without sacrificing something. We must present something of equal value to gain something. That is the principle of equivalent trade in alchemy. We believed that was the truth of the world when we were young"was watching fullmetal alchemist long time ago, every beginning of the show they always mention this... and also in the anime... to think of that... base on

2005-05-27T16:24:00.000+08:00
mmm nothing much happened recently...last sunday was kinda fun, we went over to our cousin's house for bday celebration.my sis, younger cousins and i made use of the facilities there to work out. gym and night swim.. until next day my whole body ache. too long nv exercise liao... i still remember jj's super pe lesson hahah. that psycho tay that tortures us during our j1 year.. haiz...have you

2005-05-24T16:50:00.000+08:00
Your #1 Match: INFPThe IdealistYou are creative with a great imagination, living in your own inner world.Open minded and accepting, you strive for harmony in your important relationships.It takes a long time for people to get to know you. You are hesitant to let people get close.But once you care for someone, you do everything you can to help them grow and develop.You would make an excellent

2005-05-20T02:19:00.000+08:00
something big happened today.my kitchen caught fire.. -_-the whole wall near the stove gone case. that cupboard near it got burnt, chao ta.the cause of accident: carelessness... haiz can't blame anyone cos it's really an accident.my sis pasted newspaper near there cos she fried some stuffs then she forgot to remove, then my grandma cook dinner, forgot there got newspaper near it and switch on big

2005-05-17T02:56:00.000+08:00
sigh*how's everybody now? haven been contacting alot of people... wonder how's everyone...i got to chat up with my colleague during my first 2 mth tempo job. kinda glad that we are still in contact. both of us were already facing the same problem, that big U, uncertainty... but i believe she will be alright.mmm... about how i'm spending my days.... i got absorbed into the world of music, anime,